June 14, 2008

And One Last Big Farewell


I made a California Montage to make myself feel better-- or to wallow, not sure.
I'm working on positive visualization. This is the lake. I picture myself here, and it's quiet, and I don't have this ball of lava in my belly waiting to erupt. I'm happy in my picture.
Then the picture gets blurry because I'm crying all over the place.
Leaving sucks.

2 comments:

Suzanne said...

I'm visualizing you and Buckaroo in that chair and you're nursing him. There are bird sounds in the air and I'm sure they're chickadees -- black-capped chickadees are Massachusetts' state bird, after all. I think I hear sounds of the rest of the gang setting up a tetherball pole, but I can't be sure. It's all peaceful and it smells faintly of lucky charms.

This is helping me. I send my love to you!

Sandy said...

We can't wait to come out in October. I can imagine how it will be in the autumn air - cool and warm at the same time. I see you sitting and being calm but just for a bit, then off you'll go!